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Entry #11: 1 Month!!!!
Posted on: January 23rd, 2026
11 entries in 31 days.. Am I washed? Leave your answer in the comments! Speaking of the comment section, that shit was broken for a few days, but I fixed it. If one of my devoted readers ever decide to make their own blog, I could teach you how to make one! PLEASE MAKE A BLOG PLEASE
Hi! Starting from today, the blog is turning one month old! Hard to believe, right? It was fun and frustrating to learn some coding skills and make this website, and it's subpages, although, if I'm being honest, this website is heavily based off code I found online. My ass would not have been able to figure out how to make a comment section or minesweeper online. I did make the movie night page on my own though, I'm pretty proud of that.
Somehow, I've managed to post daily for the past 3 days, so it'll be a shame to break it tomorrow. January 24th has been a... standout(?) day for me for the past few years. I don't really know what word to use to describe it, so standout will suffice for now. It'll be five years since my best friend's funeral tomorrow. It's really weird to think that he's been gone for that long. I don't think it's right for me to talk about that subject here on a blog that anyone can access. If I did do a blog tomorrow, it'd just be overly negative and even though I'd be honest with people about what I feel about stuff, I think it would just not be worth putting out there. So.. sorry for skipping a day!
Don't even trip because I'll for sure post something on the 25th. There's this big Dragon Ball event happening tomorrow at 7:45 PM EST, to celebrate the 40th anniversary of the franchise, which is supposed to announce a lot of things, like a new game and animated project, which could be a new anime or movie, so that would distract me and give me lots to talk about on Sunday! I personally hope that the new anime is a Dragon Ball remake, and that the new movie takes place during or after End of Z, but with like DBS stuff like Beerus and Whis. I could talk about Dragon Ball forever honestly so I'll be fine.
Probably the only good thing to happen on January 24th is my ex-best friend's birthday. While we were friends, despite what had happened on that day, it made me look forward to that date! I would actually count the days to her birthday, which would've been absurd a year before. Like, imagine counting down to the date when your best friend's funeral that you couldn't attend happened. But, we aren't friends anymore. I was an awful friend to her, and it's all my fault that things ended the way they did. I feel like it would be wrong to wish her a happy birthday tomorrow, because I don't want to open up any old wounds. But, I still wanna............ I'm just going to call her and hope she doesn't pick up so I can leave a voicemail or something. I don't know what I would say to her if she did end up picking up though. Back when we were friends, I would try my hardest to be the first person to wish her a happy birthday, and I wasn't able to be that person in 2024, but I ended up being the first in 2025! I won't try and be that first person this time around, because someone else deserves to have that spot, someone that was actually a good friend to her. I do know what I'd say to her on the voicemail, but I dunno if she can get voicemails since she uses icloud instead of a phone number. Or if I mess the voicemail up by stuttering like crazy from being nervous. Hopefully I don't!
My Piccolo-Lover advice for the day is, don't take your friends for granted. Friendships aren't permanent, even if you really wished that they could be. Or, you can take friendships for granted. It's your life! But that life is also not permanent.... Bye!
Entry #10: tennnnnnnn
Posted on: January 22nd, 2026
Modding minesweeeper is super freaking hard I don't know what the hell I'm doing. Expect that shit to come out in like 3 months
Hi!
Entry Ten heh...
That's totally cool, right?
We're on double digits finally! To celebrate this, I'll be talking in a different font for the rest of the blog.
๐๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฐ...! ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ข ๐จ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ! ๐๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฃ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ด๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ ๐๐ช๐ต๐บ, ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐บ. ๐ ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ด๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ. ๐๐ต'๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ข๐ด๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ต ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ด ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ข๐ถ๐ญ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ญ๐ข๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ. ๐๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐'๐ฎ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ข๐จ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด, ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ! ๐๐ต ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ต ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ง๐ข๐ต ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ข๐ด๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ข๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ข๐ค๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ถ๐ฑ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ค๐ฉ ๐ ๐ถ๐ด๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ฐ, ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ถ๐ฏ๐จ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ณ. ๐๐ต'๐ด ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ณ๐ช๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ช๐ต ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ณ๐ต๐ด ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ข๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฑ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ, ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ณ๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ณ๐ข๐ป๐บ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฑ.
๐๐ฆ๐ต'๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ฉ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ฉ๐บ ๐'๐ฎ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ! ๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฅ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐ฉ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฅ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ค๐ช๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ป๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ (๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ด๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ) ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐บ ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ด ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ฆ๐ด. ๐๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ค๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฅ (๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ) ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ช๐ง ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด. ๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ด ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ'๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ! ๐๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ด. ๐๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ด ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐บ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ธ๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ญ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐บ ๐จ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐น๐ต ๐บ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ฆ'๐ด ๐ข๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ข ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ช ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ช๐ต๐บ, ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ. ๐๐ฆ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ถ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐๐๐! ๐๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ด๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ฉ ๐ช๐ต!
๐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ค๐ณ๐ช๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ ๐ญ๐ข๐ธ ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด!!! ๐ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ด๐ฐ๐ญ๐ถ๐ต๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐บ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ด๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐ถ๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ต๐ญ๐บ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ด๐ต๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ช๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ. ๐๐ถ๐ต, ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ค๐ช๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ, ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต'๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ! ๐๐ญ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ, ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ข๐ค๐ต ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ต๐ฐ๐ต๐ข๐ญ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ญ. ๐ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ต๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ค๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ญ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ณ๐บ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ญ! ๐ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐ณ๐ด๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ฆ, ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ค๐ช๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐! ๐๐ถ๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฅ! ๐๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐จ๐ช๐ณ๐ญ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ข ๐ญ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ด๐ค๐ถ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด. ๐ ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ข๐จ, ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ข ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ณ๐บ ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฃ (๐๐บ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฐ๐ณ) ๐ฃ๐ข๐จ. ๐๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐น๐ต ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ณ๐ญ๐บ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ญ ๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ข๐ธ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ด๐ด, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ข๐ณ๐ต! ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ธ๐ข๐ต๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐บ ๐๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ข๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ค๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ค๐ฉ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฌ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ข๐ณ๐ณ๐ข๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ ๐ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐บ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฅ๐ช๐ฐ๐ต ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ 50 ๐ต๐ช๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ!!!!!!! ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ด๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐จ๐ณ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ช๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ฆ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฌ! ๐๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต๐ต๐บ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ญ!
๐๐บ ๐๐ช๐ค๐ค๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฐ-๐๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฅ๐ท๐ช๐ค๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐ช๐ด.. ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐บ ๐๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ข๐ญ.. ๐ช๐ต'๐ด ๐ง๐ถ๐ฏ... ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ณ, ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ณ๐บ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ด๐ญ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ง๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐๐๐. ๐๐บ๐ฆ!
Entry #9: Sighing very loudly
Posted on: January 21st, 2026
I had written this entry on Monday, but I forgot to save it lol! My memory is shit so I don't remember what I said back then, but I do know that this section was about my minesweeper update! I'm going to find a way to put my ms+ mod on my website, and that'll be my update! If I can't, then forget about a minesweeper update.
Hi!
I've had an okay few days! I was SUPPOSED to go sledding with my buddies, but my friend's car tires were not suited for the shitty weather. If only the county did their jobs and cleaned the roads or at least placed some salt on them, then maybe we could've actually drove more than three blocks without my friend's car giving up. I was looking forward to that all day, so I was really bummed out that we had to cancel. This dude legit looked up on TikTok how to drive uphill in the snow, and was watching that video at 2x speed, so I think if I stayed in that car I wouldn't be here to write this blog. My friend tried to ask his mom if he could borrow her car since we were stuck in the snow, but his parents didn't GAF.... Thankfully, we were stuck near my house, so I didn't have to walk that far back home.. and the walk home was pretty and really scenic!
School has been going fine too! My schedule for the past few days has been, going to class, going back home, taking a nap, eating a little, doing my assignments, and then going to bed. So, nothing really interesting. I feel like my blogs are going to get shorter from now on since nothing interesting is happening in my life. It feels like I'm at the transitioning period.. all the interesting cool shit is going to happen in the summertime.. my life is just filler for now.
My life is going to be changing a lot soon though. My mother is going to the hospital again tomorrow, and she plans to stay in New York for the foreseeable future. She'll be working and stuff and helping out my uncle, since his wife will be going into labor soonish, but I dunno when. They're going to have their first kid, so my mom wants to help out. It'll be good for my mom. Her mental health is always in the gutter whenever she stays with us in Pennsylvania, but whenever she goes to New York, she's always better, it's like she's a whole different person, a person with a healthy state of mind (for the most part). So, I hope she'll be happy there. It's been a lot of stress to take care of her, and it hurts seeing her mental health decline so much. I don't hate her for it though. I may resent her a little, but she isn't in control of her own actions. I just hope that she can get the help she needs again.
That isn't the only big change in my life! My aunt is moving to Buffalo! I'm happy for them because the apartment that they live in currently is overly expensive, and really cramped. My aunt, her husband and kids, and my uncle and his wife, (and currently my Grandma) all live in a one bedroom one bathroom apartment, which isn't really good for the kids in the long run. I'm speaking as someone who lived in a two bedroom apartment with ten people for thirteen years. I deadass don't know how I did it, and that shit definitely affected my development somehow... It's a little unfortunate that I won't be able to visit NYC as much anymore because my aunt is moving, and I won't be able to see my precious baby cousins unless I take like a six hour car drive to Buffalo. That's part of the reason why my mom is going to stay in New York, since my uncle won't have much of a support system with my aunt's family leaving. The apartment costs a lotttt even if it's a one bedroom and bathroom one, so he'll need help there too, even if hes stubborn and doesn't accept it at first. Financial troubles don't end in New York though, cuz I'll have to step up at home and help out more with bills and such! So.. I gotta get a job dude ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Life is always changing isn't it! My Piccolo-Lover advice for the day, other than go start your own blog, is, that you shouldn't be afraid of change! I absolutely cannot be talking, as a guy who was pretty afraid of change not too long ago, but I'm working on that. My other piece of advice... would be.. to have a nice day! Bye!
Entry #8: REVAMP + School!!!!
Posted on: January 17th, 2026
I redesigned the website! I thought that it needed a new look, but I didn't want to stray too far away from the original design. I haven't updated the rest of the site to fit the new look yet, the other pages should be transitioned to this new design soon. Give me some feedback! The main thing I can't decide on, is how long I want the header to be. Is it too short now? I'm considering changing how posts look too. Or, should I leave it alone and keep it like this? Let me know! Also, the FL-Chan's are placeholders for now, so don't expect them to stay there.
Hi! I hope you guys haven't missed me too much!
It's been a while since I've posted here... I've been busy with getting ready for school. The new semester started on Wednesday for me, and I've adjusted back into the college life and not being a lazy bum like I was over winter break. Winter break suckeddddddddddd... so I'm glad to be going outside more and doing productive things, instead of being stuck home dealing with whatever BS goes on with my family. I wish I got a job over winter break or I did anything that I was supposed to do like getting my drivers license, but alas, I did not. All I did was go to New York a million times, hang out with my friends once, and play Half-Life and the expansions it has. Livin' like a chud loser...
I had five classes signed up for this semester! They were, American History II, Microeconomics, African-American History, Intro to Computer Science, and Criminal Law & Procedure. I had to take Intro to CS because I need a techology credit for the general education part of my degree. Well, I have to do that class in the summer time now because apparently I actually CAN'T take five classes. Something about my financial aid not covering all five, and I don't really want to waste hundreds of dollars on a class I can take for free over the summer. Bummer! I also had to drop African-American History, because there was a grand total of four people registered for that class. There isn't even an instructor registered for that class either. I went to that class on Thursday, and I was the only person who was in that room. I waited like twenty minutes for another soul to arrive, but I gave up, left, and dropped the class. I need to take a 200-level history course for my history degree, which was the reason I chose African-American History. There are only a handful of 200-level history courses, and the only ones left that I could take were either Women in History, or History of World War II. I ended up taking Women in History because that one has less seats and was at less of a risk of getting cancelled. I am so glad that class is an online one, because I do not want to be the only dude taking that class. I'd look like those guys who drink matcha and wear wired earbuds and all that other performative shit just so that they could look cooler even though it's all a performance for them.
My schedule, after all those changes, looks like this. On Mondays and Wednesdays, I have Microeconomics from 10:10 AM to 11:15 AM. I know I know.. it's really stupid that I have to go in for an one hour class, and only that! It's a total waste of gas and a waste of my time to be honest. It takes longer to get there and come back, then the class in total. LOL! On Tuesdays and Thursdays, I have American History II from 9:35 AM to 11:00 AM. I have an hour or so until my second class starts, which is AWESOME! After my hour break, I have Criminal Law & Procedure from 12:10 PM to 2:15 PM! If I was able to take five classes, I would have had another class on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. However, because I dropped those classes, I now have the day of Friday completely off and free! Pretty rad.
My classes this week were fine for the most part. It was just introductions, so I can't really judge them properly yet. I'll let you guys know what I think of them when some time has passed in the semester. I do have one comment about my Microecon class. It feels spiritually evil. Like, the first thing my professor told me when I entered the room was that, to succeed in this class, you need to abandon all your morals, and have the mindset of maximizing profits no matter the cost. He said it was just for this class, and he said that he knows that might be a hard way to think since humans are like you know empathetic for the most part and that ideal goes against human nature. That's a conversation for another time though! Also, in my American History II class, there was this girl who sat next to me who left an impression in my mind. No one else in my classes were really that interesting so far. I was trying my hardest not to giggle at her because she kept falling asleep and waking up. She reminded me of the sleepy cat gif! I think that was funny to me because I had like 3 hours of sleep going into that class and I was doing better than her. That class was boring as shit I can't blame her because I myself was also trying not to fall asleep. I'm gonna try and talk to her on Tuesday because I think it's good to have at least one or two people that you know in each of your classes incase you need help, or others need your help. My Piccolo-Lover advice for the day is, when you're helping others learn the material better, you're also learning and helping yourself, you know! Just don't let yourself be taken advantage of! And like.. actually try and teach them.. instead of like giving them the answers.. cuz then they aren't actually learning.
I do have more to say, but I think I'll end the blog entry here for the day. If I say everything I want to say now, then how can I come up with an entry tomorrow, right? I'm not going to make longer entries like Entry 7, and I hope this one wasn't that long. Entry 7 itself was actually supposed to be way longer, if you can believe that. I split it up into two or three entries, but I decided that the second part to Entry 7 was overly personal and kind of unnecessary to share, but I do intend to share that stuff one day. My school has a counseling department (not to be confused with a school counsleor, the "people" who like help your educational career and such. People in quotation marks because half of those counselors are lowkey demons sent straight from hell to fuck your day up and make the most bullshit schedules ever.) and I had gone there a few times in November and December, and even though that can't be a proper replacement for an actual therapist, and even though I won't really be attending any future sessions, it did help me a lot. I learned that I have to be more transparent with my thoughts and feelings, which is part of why I decided to make this blog! So, expect more entries.. and more personal shit #soon! Bye for now!
Entry #7.
Posted on: January 9th, 2026
Yeah I removed Updated daily 7:30......... I'm going to try my best to upload frequently... hopefully the daily type of frequently... I'm not going to be saying that entries will be posted at that specific time anymore because I don't think I have ever posted an entry on that time ๐ญ๐ญ
I want to start off by saying.. Happy Late New Year!
2025 was a very interesting year for me. It had a lot of ups and downs, but for the most part, I think it was okay. It was the year I became an actual adult, which is still a little weird to think about. It feels like time is moving by quickly.. but I can finally say that it doesn't feel like I'm being left behind while everyone else moves forward. I can keep up! (with the metaphorical โcurrentโ of time? Something like that.) Whenever I talk about how I feel about things, I can feelmy literacy start to like decline. It's hard for me to articulate my own feelings, which is why I don't often talk about them. Hopefully I can get better at that as I CONSISTENTLY (TRUST) post these blogs in the new year! I think that'll be one of my new year resolutions...
I think 2026 will be an amazing year for my future! Well, if we take current events into consideration, maybe just my educational future... There are a bunch of reasons why I've been busy and not posting on my blog recently, and one of them was the fact that I had a really good opportunity to have an interview with a judge from my local county courthouse! I had thought originally that I was going there for a spring internship interview, or just a permanent position as one of his assistants, but apparently that was just miscommunication with his assistant. He wanted to meet me so that he could see me face to face, as he's heard of me because of my previous position at the courthouse. He also wanted to have a chat about my plans, and to figure out a summer internship at the courthouse. I was superrr nervous to meet him, but he was really nice and chill. I ended up arriving to the courthouse late for my interview with him because there was nasty traffic in the area (which Iโm assuming was because of the holiday season), so I had to wait for him to finish a hearing before getting the chance to speak to him.
Dude that shit was so cool I was sitting in the front of the stands in the reserved seating area of the courtroom. Okay so Maybe I shouldnโt call the whole experience cool because the hearing was related to a domestic abuse/assault case, but it was really incredible to finally step foot in a courtroom without being the one that the case is about. Bullshit Cease and Desist letter ruined my courtroom virginity. Iโm not going to explain what courtroom virginity means (I just came up with that concept for this blog) so I hope you guys can infer what Iโm trying to say.
I honestly donโt know if Iโm allowed to talk about the details of the case because phones and such arenโt allowed in the courtroom, even though I lowkey snuck my phone to play a match of Clash Royale because I got bored waiting for the witnesses to be called up. They didnโt give me anything to sign when I went into the case, but it was a private case and it is still ongoing, so Iโm going to assume that if Iโm lowkey with it and talk about it some other time I should be fine. It wasnโt really a super interesting case, like the judge literally was looking around bored as hell while both attorneys were questioning the witnesses and asking questions.I was locked in though, I was really paying attention, for the most part. Which is kinda surprising considering I have trouble focusing on thingsโฆ Heh maybe Iโm actually meant for this lawyer shit..
I donโt have the full picture as this was just one of the hearings about it. From what I can gather, it was a case involving two adult women and one adult man, a husband and wife and a second woman who was involved in an affair with the husband. The wife catches the other two together, and the affair gets exposed!!! This next part has conflicting information, but according to the mistress, the wife allegedly strikes her with her purse, and so (this part is also alleged, but the bruises on the wife, and the mistress invertedly admitting it, supports the claim) in โself-defenseโ the mistress, with the help of the husband holding the wife in place, strikes the wife in the head with a handgun. I donโt have the full picture, so Iโm not entirely sure how the situation leads to police officers searching the residence of the adult male for a handgunโฆ but it ends up there.
The witnesses that were called up were the various officers that were present in the scene and involved with the search of the residence of the male. Apparently, the male did have an arrest warrant out for him, but Iโm not sure exactly how that justifies searching his residence, which was shared by other people besides just him. The bulk of the hearing involved the searching of the manโs residence, and both attorneys questioned the police officers about what went on during the search. It was mostly questions to confirm the situation and to confirm if the information officers were providing on the case were consistent with the other witnessesโs testimonies and bodycam footage. The officers justified their search of the residence with the reason of finding the maleโs firearm or something. This is the part Iโm not really sure about because of a lack of information about the general case. What I donโt understand is, if the adult maleโs firearm (which was an illegal firearm) was the one that was used to strike his wife, or if it is the same firearm that they had found in his residence, they werenโt really clear about that in the hearing. The firearm ended up in his house after being used earlier by his mistress to hit his wife a few hours(?) earlier. Iโm not sure if there are more instances of the male contributing to harm towards his wife, whether that be him directly hurting her, or forcing her to withstand abuse from others as this was just one hearing. It was kinda weird that I was sitting like right behind the dude who beat his wife. Allegedly? Fuck that dude!
I have to cut this short and keep the case brief since this blog is supposed to be about me boy! I sat in that courtroom for like two hours until it was decided to have another hearing about the case in a few weeks. I was so freaking amazed by everything! It was cool to see real life bodycam footage on a court tv! My last comment about the hearing was that one of the witnesses that was called up to the stand looked a lot like Benjamin Netanyahu and that scared the shit out of me he looked like he was Netanyahuโs doppelganger. We had mutual eye contact for like a minute while he was giving his testimony and I was deadass shook. If he was Netanyahu's evil twin does that make him like a saint or something? If I'm not mistaken, he was the captain of the police department, so I don't think he's really all that good. (Not so) Fun fact! Benjamin Netanyahu grew up in Philly, and stayed there until moving back to Israel after graduating high school! Maybe that man really was Netanyahu's evil twin...
After two hours I could finally have my interview with the judge! I was brought to the back of the courtroom and into the judge's room. I was super freaking nervous dude. I can't lie, stepping in the back of the courtroom felt pretty weird, it felt like I was in some place I wasn't supposed to be in. The judge's office was pretty humble though. The whole courthouse itself was super cool and nice to walk in, it kinda reminded me of the offices of Black Mesa heh. I had been anticipating this interview for a few weeks, and I thought I was ready for it, but I really wasn't. I had a bunch of questions and things to say in general for the judge, but I guess I forgot about them in the moment. He said like multiple times that I looked nervous and told me to relax a little, but thatโs kinda easier said than done. I did some research about the dude while I was prepping for the interview, and he's kinda cool. He has his very own Wikipedia page, which is part of the reason I'm not saying his name lol. I know Caiden hates judges and stuff but this dude was awesome. He was a lawyer, then he ran to become mayor and served a term before going into the PA Senate for a few terms. I can't lie he felt a bit intimidating from the Wikipedia article, but my manager said that he was nice and "avuncular". I have NEVER heard a single person use that word in my life until now. According to Google, an avuncular person is someone who is kind, friendly, and helpful, resembling a favorite uncle, especially towards younger people, so I was in good hands. He was pretty nice when I talked to him, even though we didn't really have much time to talk.
We mainly talked about my academic plan, and he was impressed with my resume. I was expecting a full blown interview, but he told me that he just wanted to know me more personally and to see my life story. I was kinda taken aback when I heard that, since that meant that I was worrying so much the past few weeks for no real reason. I can't lie, that bummed me out a lot, but I still had to continue with the interview. I told him about how I graduated high school early and I'm on my way to finish my associate's degree next summer, and that I wanted to get as much experience as I can in the field. He was impressed and said that he believed that I could get a summer internship at the courthouse with my background. He said that he believed I could easily get into law school if I keep up the good work and find a good work-life balance. You can call me a dork or whatever but in that moment I felt like Deku hearing All Might tell him that he could be a hero ๐ญ I'm such a loser
That really did mean a lot to me though. I've never really heard supportive words or reassurance from any adults in my life other than maybe my parents. No teacher or professor or whatever ever really believed in me, so hearing those words come from someone so distinguished means a lot to me. I've struggled a lot in school and outside maybe one or two of them, it felt like my teachers never cared or believed in anything I said. I don't remember the words exactly, but I remember my 8th grade math teacher said that I was a failure or something. The only people who really cared whether or not I succeeded was my middle school assistant principal who would constantly call me in 8th grade when I was struggling a lot to make sure I went to class. If a person who became a lawyer, then a mayor, and then a judge believes in me, then maybe I really can become a lawyer and succeed in life. I've always subconsciously thought that I should be realistic and realize that I most likely can't get into law school, and I've always talked about law school as an if, and not an inevitability, but he told me I shouldn't think like that. He told me that I should go to Temple Law School since I'm looking for something cheaper, so I'll probably look towards that in my academic plan. My friend goes to Temple and he wants to be roommates and share an apartment, so it's definitely a viable path forward. I'd need to finish my bachelor's degree, which I'd probably end up doing at Temple too. I'm broke as hell so that's basically my only choice lol since it's the cheapest. It'll still cost some money after financial aid and scholarships, so I'm going to have to go back into the workforce soon sighhhhhhhhhh
I had to go because my dad was my ride home and he had work, so I had to cut the interview short. He said he would keep in contact and send an email with the details about the summer internship. I haven't gotten that email yet though gulp. He was asking if I had any questions to ask him personally, but I didn't really have any at the spot. If I'm being honest, I remembered the questions that I had prepared for the interview only after I got in the car ๐ญ.
Overall, I think that day was awesome. Even if I was really disappointed that the interview wasn't for an immediate job, it was still nice to be in the courthouse and meet that judge dude. It was REALLYYY disappointing that I didn't get a job back then, cuz I kinda need it. I don't really have that much money saved up anymore... I did have around a thousand dollars saved up separately on top of the few hundred dollars I already had in my checking account a few months ago, but since the occasion I was saving that money up got cancelled I guess I didn't really need to keep that money in a separate account. I used most of it to help around with bills since my mother hasn't been working for the past few months, so I'm kinda broke and I need to save up money for college, and I can't count on financial aid that much because I literally only got 53 dollars for textbooks for the upcoming semester lol. At least it was spent on something worthwhile and not like stupid things I guess...
I've been feeling kinda like a jobless bum (which I technically am right now) and just bummy in general the past few days because of that, but I kinda don't have the time to be a bum anymore since school starts in a week, and since I'll have five classes and (hopefully) a part time job, I kinda have to enjoy what little time I have left. I'll have a break in the spring for a week or two, but I won't have any breaks after that. I need to get back into a hard work ethic! I feel like if I stop working hard for a few days, I instantly revert back into being super lazy. So. I'll play FF7 like Caiden said. I'll enjoy what time I have left before the fog comes. And, I'll stop being a bum and post on my blog! Believe it!
My Piccolo-Lover advice for the day is.. good things come to those who wait. That's definitely not an excuse for why I posted so late! Actually, the real advice is that, to overcome laziness, don't force yourself to be productive. You only need to force yourself to make that first step, because after that, (for me anyways) your laziness is a lot weaker(?)! Something like that. Bye!
Entry #6: !
Posted on: Dec 28, 2025
I don't want to ruin my blogging streak over some bullshit so I'm just going to post even if it's going to be like 2 sentences lol
Hi! My Piccolo-Lover advice for the day is, family isn't something that is defined by blood. A real family is a web of connections that you have formed, connections between people where there is love and unconditional acceptance. I would say unconditional love but, love is inheretly, conditional โ๏ธโ๏ธ
Will post something better tomorrow byeeeeee
And Do not send me the vagueposting king image
Entry #5: Early for once!
Posted on: Dec 27, 2025
So. You might be wondering a few things. YES, there won't be a drawing for today, NO, it is not (entirely...) my fault, and.. NO, I will not take accountability. Yet.
I'm posting this blog a lot earlier than I usually do because I won't be home to edit it at 7:30 PM... because.. I'm gonna finally gonna hang out with my friends!!! ^^
We barely hang out since we're all busy with work, family, and like life stuff, so it's hard to find a day where all of us are free. There's so little overlap in our schedules that it feels like a miracle if we manage to actually do something together. The last time we hung out was around my birthday a month ago... Can't wait to see them again!
Getting back on topic though, the main reason I couldn't provide my wonderful readers a drawing today is because of problems with the website that I'll have to find a workaround. I don't know how to explain this properly, but for some reason, this website is really small, so if I upload images onto the website, they'll take up like half the page! I tried resizing images to fit better in the page, but it ruins the quality of them and it usually only looks good resized for smaller images or gifs. I'm not really sure how to fix that.. but I'll try to fix it later. Hopefully I find a solution before tomorrow's blog post!!
In better news, I don't feel sick anymore! I'm feeling a lot better, and I actually woke up at a time where normal people who contribute to society wake up. I woke up at 11 AM, so I'm getting closer to fixing my sleep schedule...
I needed to find something to talk about for the second half of this blog. Normally I already have something to talk about before I start typing, but I'm in a bit of a rush. I went to WikiRoulette (it's like a website that gives you a random wikipedia article) and found a random thing to read and use as a topic. But I don't really want to talk about that article, so I think I'll just talk about how much I love Wikipedia, because it is easily Top 5 human creations OAT. You can really just find anything on there to read about! Sometimes, when I'm bored, I end up searching things on Wikipedia that I think are remotely interesting. I don't really remember most of the things I read though...
Wikipedia is always there for me when I need it! Okay this paragraph sounds sad as hell but I remember at Junior Prom a few years back, I was like the only person not dancing because I was reading a Wikipedia article instead lol. I was supposed to go to Prom with some friends of mine, but they all kinda bailed on me and never showed up, so I was just alone with people I've never spoken too. I only vaguely knew this one dude because they were a mutual friend and one of my old co-workers and I thought he was pretty cool so I sat at his table. I couldn't even freaking leave the dance for some reason so I was forced to just stay there even though I just wanted to go home. Butttttttttttt I did end up reading a Wikipedia article on the origins of language, and that was a pretty cool read! I always wondered how early human beings went from hand gestures and simple noises to coming up with spoken languages, and even though we don't have one concrete answer or theory about the origins of speaking words and sentences, it's still very fascinating! I felt like a fat freaking chud for sitting around like a loser while everyone was out there dancing, like bro there was even a girl up there with crutches and my sorry ass was sitting at one of the tables drinking soda and looking at my phone. Lol okay I just remembered this part but one of my other friends (not part of the group that bailed) came late and met up with me but she said I needed to get hoes on my dick and left to go dance. That day just sucked bra ๐ญ
There is a happy ending in the end of the day, because one of those friends who bailed on me is the guy who's house I'm going to go to later today, and his ass will be paying for ALL the food we're buying ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐
It felt weird sharing that story and being vulnerable enough on my blog, but it feels nice being more open with you guys! My Piccolo=Lover advice for the day is, I recommend you guys to make your own blogs and post shit about your lives!!! It's fun and cool bro trust
Entry #4: !!!
Posted on: Dec 26, 2025
I think I doomed us all with yestrday's post. I swear I'm not making an excuse but I did actually start drawing for today's post, but I got a headache and started not feeling well... so I took a nap and woke up with a fever like just now. I feel like shit! I'm gonna rush out a post so that I can keep my streak going. I DREW SOMETHING, AND EVEN IF I CAN'T SHOW THE WIP RN IT STILL COUNTS... SO WE ARE ALL LIVING TRUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Winter is not a good season bro I don't know why or how real living beings actually look forward to winter outside of Christmas and like maybe if they have their birthday in the season. But that is not the focus of today's blog! I've already stated a FACT and now I will move on even if three whole people commented that they were outraged by it. The concept that these so called "winter-enjoyers" are real human beings, and wander in the same streets that normal people do, and are genuine parts of society is a... chilling fact.. Get it? Chilling.. like the cold of winter!
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I'm fucked brah I need to get my shit together !
I apologize for today's nothing-burger blog, but we'll get back on schedule TOMORROW! My Piccolo-Lover advice for the day is, don't stay up too late! Make sure to get rest, and to maintain good sleeping habits. Bye!
Entry #3: A Late Christmas.. ๐
Posted on: Dec 25, 2025
Yeah.. I forgot to draw again... sorry! I'll draw something for tomorrow. I swear on the lives of everyone who reads my blog. That means I have to draw something for tomorrow!!!
Happy Christmas everyone!! I hope everyone had an amazing and fun Christmas, and got loads of presents and gifts! I hope everyone had a good time celebrating with their families!
I am super sorry for posting this so late. I forgot to save it after I was finished with it, so I lost a big chunk of the entry. I hope that I can get future posts out on time, and that I figure out when the best time is for new posts. I've got 615 visits so far, so there are actual people who look at my blog, so I don't want to let those people down!
I think I've finally figured out how I want to write these blogs and what I want to put in them! I'll post about the things I like at the moment, personal opinions, and stuff that happens in my life or in the world. Even though a blog is supposed to be personal, I don't want to get toooooo personal... so I won't talk about like sad topics or vent on my blog. And I won't type up a storm for you guys! I'll keep posts around the size of the post from yesterday, I think that's a good standard. Also, please ignore any grammatical errors, I'll try my best to proofread what I write, but there isn't autocorrect in the code editor I use... so I might miss a few things!
It is my personal belief that winter is the WORST season by far. It gets hard carried by the fact that some holidays just so happen to take place during it! If Christmas took place in the summertime, winter automatically becomes a worthless bum season. I may be heavily biased against it, but winter has nothing to it without those holidays, it becomes a season marked with misery. All the beauty in nature fades away as trees lose all their leaves and flowers wilt in the absence of the sun. The days are so short that you can't even do shit. I've been waking up really late recently to be honest, but even if you woke up early, the sunsets at like 5PM, so you only get a fraction of the time out in the sun that you would normally get in any other season. I think snow is really cool, so I'll give winter a point for that, but it barely snows anymore. The snow gets annoying and dirty after a while too.
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I don't know what I was trying to say with that last paragraph because I lost the rest of the entry. I feel like I was going to say that rich people deserve to die so I think I'll just end this segment with that sentiment. My Piccolo-Lover advice for the day is that, you can ALWAYS put the blame for everything wrong in your life on the 1%.
Honestly, I think you could deadass connect anything that goes wrong in this world or in your life all the way back to them. The reason why my blog today was late and freaking sucks was because I didn't save what I wrote a few hours earlier. I couldn't save it because I went away from my laptop to take a shower, and I came back to my laptop crashing. My laptop crashed... becauase... uhhm... Idk. But, I've heard that Microsoft has used AI for most of it's programming, and has let go of a lot of its employees in a series of layoffs. Watch this. Because of the fact that Microsoft wants to prioritize shareholder money and profits over it's own workers and consumers, they have cut costs firing their employees, employees who worked on the programming of Windows 11, by transitioning to faulty and a fundamentally stupider alternative, AI programmers. I fucking hate Windows 11 but this laptop I got for school came with it and there isn't really anything I can do about it. They keep pushing these updates that I do NOT want on my laptop, updates that have heavy AI involvement in their programming, and heavily integrate said AI into it's features. AI is freaking stupid since it isn't actually capable of real human thinking and ingenuity. AI is just a pale imitation. Because of that fact, Windows 11 has somehow managed to turn even shittier because of poor AI programming, I didn't even think that Windows 11 could possibly get worse, yet here we are.
I DONT LIKE AI PLEASE GET THIS SHIT OUT OF MY COMPUTER I HATE COPILOT I HATE CHATGPT I HATE GEMINI I HATE AI
To get back on my example, this push for AI being integrated everywhere, whether that be in your Google searches, or making your slop-content, is all for the benefit of the few. I gain nothing from AI it is deadass worthless filth. But shareholders and tech CEOs love AI, it's their current buzzword that they can attach to anything to increase the value of their companies. It's artificial value. It's all fake, it's all worthless, it's all for money, and the worst part of it is that it isn't just worthless, its poisonous. It's poisoning our minds and our society. It's an illness to the brain that takes the place of cognitive function. That fact doesn't phase any of those rich CEO's who continue to profit off of AI, and it is likely a wanted bonus for them.
Because of the fact that rich people endlessly chase more and more money in a race of greed that pushes the rest of us closer and closer to ruin, my blog got posted pretty late. They fucked my laptop up man! Just pay your workers man. And like delete Windows 11 and personally give me Windows 10 and continue supporting that OS that would be pretty cool. Please.
Entry #2: First actual entry i think
Posted on: Dec 24, 2025
I'll usually try and have something attached to each new entry, like some art I made, but because I spent so much time making Minesweeper, I forgot to draw! I'll draw something for tomorrow!
Happy Christmas Eve!! For some of you, it's already past midnight... so for those people, Merry Christmas! It has been really fun making this blog and adding cool extra things to the website, like the comment section and Minesweeper (which you should try out BTW), and of course, my favorite part, the tessys hate page. Unfortunately, I have decided to remove it from my page because it doesn't look good on the side, and I want to use that slot for something else. You can always find the page here!
I am pretty content with the website the way it is, but I don't really know how to blog if I'm being honest ๐ญ
I think you're supposed to just type whatever you want to say, but that's kinda embarrassing. I doubt many people are going to like check my website, but it is linked on some of my socials, so there's going to be at least one person who runs into my blog. Also, since I'm hosting this on Neocities, it could be found by other Neocities users on their own recommended pages and such. I'll try my best to step out of my comfort zone and blog though!
Lately, I've been playing video games again! I have a lot more free time with school closing for the winter, and I decided I didn't want to do any winter classes so that I could enjoy some amount of my life without having the worry and stress of college breathing on my neck. I already need to take one or two classes over next summer so that I can graduate early, so this is basically the only break I'll get for the foreseeable future. I've always wanted to play the Half-Life games, I've always heard that Half-Life was the greatest game series ever, and I wanted to see for myself if the glaze was warranted. IT IS!!!! I LOVE HALF-LIFE!!!! I've only played the first one, but that one game is just so cool and fun to play even 27 years later, that I'm sold onto the hype! I don't want to get too much into the game because I highly recommend that people play it blind like I did, but I finished it a few days ago, and I've moved on to Half-Life Opposing Forces. It's an expansion pack to the original game made by a third party studio, and even though I prefer the original game over it, it's still a fun play-through. I'm nine chapters into it, and it's really good.
I heard that blogs are supposed to be helpful to the reader and give advice and stuff, so here's my Piccolo-Lover help for the day. If you want to get into the Half-Life series, go into it blind! Start with Half-Life 1, and then play HL: Opposing Forces and HL: Blue Shift, but only if you really like Half-Life 1. I recommend playing Blue Shift and Opposing Forces before HL2 because I think it'd be hard to go back to the HL1 style graphics and gameplay once you've gone ahead and played HL2. After the Gearbox expansions, (Opposing Forces and Blue Shift), play Half-Life 2, and it's episodes! Half-Life 1, Opposing Forces, and Blue Shift are all separate games that each cost around 1.49USD currently, but HL2 comes with its episodes! After the Steam Sale, the prices do go up to 9.99USD for Half-Life 1 and 2, and 4.99USD for Opposing Forces and Blue Shift, so now's the best time to grab them!
Yeah I don't know what else to talk about so I'll end the blog here Bye
